That’s what I am.
I keep committing the crime.
Just when I’m doing so well,
I fall one more time.
I can’t understand – why? –
Why do I keep doing this?
It’s an invitation to pain.
Yet, it’s what I seem to miss.
How am I ever going to
Find God again?
I can’t even walk away
From the everlasting sin.
Can anyone please help me?
My soul is falling fast.
And when it’s all over,
I’ll be a prisoner to my past.
What makes me keep going back?
Why can’t I stay away?
I’m afraid I’m heading for trouble
And the regretful judgment day.
If there is a path to take
To save my soul from the ache,
Please guide me, steal me,
Just stop the same mistake.

9-1-1990
Written by Gail Brookshire
Thank You, God, for helping me find the way.
It’s so hard to see when so lost in the dark.
God is my hero! ❤